Friday, March 23, 2018

The Trachea Change

Every three months
We remove the lifeline and put in another. 
It’s necessary and seems so routine. 
But it feels like I might die
Every three months. 
I watch and hold his hand and look into his eyes because he can tell from my eyes if he is ok. 
So I lie, deep into my eyes. 
I watch and listen as he begins to deflate. 
The air escaping makes a gurgling sound. 
His chest falling and not rising. 
His eyes wide with fear looking into my lying eyes as I reassure him his next breath is coming. 
There is a calm frenzy getting the new one in and watching and hoping his chest will rise again. 
Cleaning the blood, making sure he is breathing well, cleaning more blood. 
When all is done, he drifts to sleep with the help of amazing drugs. 
I am still holding his hand looking at his eyes, 
so grateful that no one is looking at mine. 
Every three months. 

16 comments:

  1. This is so heartfelt and really put things into perspective. <3

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  3. 01/29/2020
    Dear Mrs. Hurwitz:


    There is a testimonial on Page 253 of The Plant Paradox by Steven Gundry MD called “ALS Stopped in its Tracks”, and there are success stories about the related diseases Parkinson's and multiple sclerosis in the book also. Note: I recommend a WAPF diet for general health purposes and if Dr. Gundry's diet is done is such a way that is truly *consistent* with WAPF dietary guidelines then I'd be okay with it. On a fairly similar type of nutritional protocol, (though I'm a Young Earth Creationist and believe we're descended ultimately from gardeners, not hunter gatherers, so I disagree with the “paleo” concept) Terry Wahls MD was able to reverse her multiple sclerosis (which was progressive and *very* far along) such that she's now able to go on long bicycle trips after being previously in a special wheelchair that helps people sit up. Based on her healing, she's developed a nutritional program called “the Wahls Protocol”. So far I haven't personally heard of anyone reversing ALS with nutrition but it couldn't hurt to try. At least I think there's enough information today that we know it can be halted.

    I'm a righteous gentile (a Noahide) from Oregon. I tried to reach your family through HURWITZ FAMILY FUND with my book manuscript Jews: Go Long! | A Report on the Practicality and Desirability of the Final Redemption. With G-d's help, I know this book will greatly help to turn the world right-side-up. I found this site through your husband's site. I believe if you read Jews: Go Long! you and your family will become receptive to the information I have to offer on the topic of natural medicine (since I've been so far unknown to your family) and that Rabbi Hurwitz, your husband the great rabbi who types with his eyes, will thereby benefit directly. Herbal medicines are *not* essential nutrients, though in general they do work better than allopathic pharmaceutical drugs without side effects. HaShem surely has a patent on every food and herbal medicine, so I guess that must be why mankind cannot.

    While I do not have a full ALS report yet (not even close at all), I can—bli neder—start work on one as soon as you request it, because I would make just a *little* time for that right now. All of my written work is free in PDF format (i.e. reports, course materials and upcoming book). Until I get a website launched (G-d willing), these are sent out in the form of email attachments. I am not an accredited university.

    I hope to hear back from you right away, because I'd like to help however I can!


    Very best to you and your whole family,


    John

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  4. I realized I didn't press the "Notify me" button in that comment. Please reply by email so I can send my book manuscript and get working on some ALS information. --John

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  10. So is possible that HIV Disease can be cured because I have been scammed so many times not until I came across this great man herbalist Dr Agbomian who helped me at first I never believe all this comment and post about him and I was very sick because I have been infected with HIV/AIDS for the past two year,just last 2 months I keep reading the testimony about this man named Dr Agbomian they said that the man is so powerful he have cured different type of diseases, I keep monitoring his post of some people about this man and I found out that he was real so I decided to give him a trial I contacted him for help and he said he was going to help me get my cure that all I needed to do was to send him money to prepare the medication after which it will be sent to me via DHL courier delivery services which I did to my greatest surprise the medication was sent to me he gave me instructions to follow on how to drink it that after  three weeks I should go for check up,after taking the medicine and follow his instruction after three weeks I went back to the hospital for another test, at first I was shocked when the doctor told me that I was  negative I ask the doctor to check again and the result was still the same negative that was how I free from  HIV VIRUS at of the shock I decided to come and share my own testimony with you for those who think there is no cure for HIV VIRUS the cure as finally come'  out stop doubting and contact Dr Agbomian via email dr Dragbomianherbalcured77@gmail.com he will help you out you can also whatsApp him via +2347040843115 he is also perfect in curing DIABETICS,HERPES,HIV/AIDS, ;ALS,  CANCER , MALARIA , BACTERIA DIARRJHEA, MENINGITIS,HEPATITIS A AND B,ASTHMA, HEART DISEASE, CHRONIC DISEASE. NAUSEA VOMITING OR DIARRHEA, KIDNEY DISEASE,, SCHIZOPHRENIA, LUPUS,EXTERNAL INFECTION, COMMON COLD, JOINT PAIN, OSTEOPOROSIS, RABIESRHEUMATISM

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